January 2011
168 posts
Tonight I will have my first New Years kiss ever.
And so will he. We are obviously excited.
December 2010
98 posts
Snow day today!
My first snow day ever! :D I’m more excited than a five year old at a candy store!
Breakdowns leads to breakthroughs.
I don't want his leave to end.
I know it will soon. I’m avoiding the countdown. Whenever I almost think of it, I quickly distract myself with something else. I know he has to go back, and I know once he leaves I’ll pick up the pieces of my heart that broke when I watch his truck drive away. But I’ll get stronger, when I read, hear, watch him say, “I love you and I miss you.”
hislilguardianangel asked: You always make me smile =] Thank you.
hislilguardianangel asked: You always make me smile =] Thank you.
Good morning, World.
I can’t believe there are only 4 days left of the year 2010. I must say that this year wasn’t the particularly the best year I’ve ever had, but it was okay. I had more downs than ups but it made me into a better person. The first half of the year, I didn’t see Frank, but I kicked butt in school. Second half, I got killed in classes but I got to see Frank more. It happens. I...
I really want to be the next Hallmark at times.
I love making cards and getting all creative with them. I just made my marine wifey, Robin, an awesome wedding card. I’m excited to send it to her.
Yesterday I went running with Frank to Shinn Pond and well, it’s been a while since I’ve ran. Let’s just say that I am a little out of shape. My legs were so sore today. I had Madfish today with Justin and Frank. It was...
It's been 4 years since he died.
Dear Daddy,
I wish things would have been different between us. I like to think near the end, you wanted to mend things. I guess it’s too late now. I don’t regret anything that has happened because it brought me right to where I am now. And I probably wouldn’t have the friends and boyfriend I have now if it didn’t happen. With you, I’ve been through hell and back....
I just really like this picture. Merry Christmas....
This Christmas.
I’m fairly content. No major fights with my mother, above average grades, I’m home, and so is my love. It’s all I could ever ask for. But I can’t help but be envious of people spending time with their families and how close they are with their family. I have a huge family. My mom is one out of 7 kids and I got my dad’s side of the family as well. But every year,...
My boyfriend is a perfect gentleman.
He always opens the car door for me. He said he will do it even when we get old. Little things like that make me so happy.
My funfilled day.
Yesterday, I went to Merced with my mom and Frank to pick my car up. Cracked my windshield on the way home. Stinkin’ truck. Frank, Dean, Emmanuel, and I were going to go bowling, but it was too crowded. Our next plan was the billiards hall but that closed down. Our final decision was City Beach to play pool. It was free, including the drinks. We played teams and Frank and I whooped...
To those who are missing someone this holiday...
I’m not sure if I’m the only one that feels this way but…
When I miss a loved one, whether it’s my boyfriend, mother, or best friends, my mind feels trapped, as though I were paralyzed by that overwhelming feeling. It feels like the only way out is to be patient. But patience is a friend that comes and goes. At times I am so irritable, any little thing can set me off. But...
I have this burning desire.
It has been almost two years since I stepped out on a track. It’s been almost two years since I warmed up and backed up into the blocks and felt that adrenaline. It’s like a drug. I miss it so much. My purple-flowered spikes have been so neglected. My last couple of weeks of track were horrible. The picture above was taken at my district finals. The pain in my face was because I got...
To be perfectly honest.
Not that I have anything against people getting married so young…it’s a cute thought. But it seems as though everybody these days are rushing through life. Ever since we were little, people have said, “I can’t wait to grow up and do…” Where’s the rush? I mean, I understand the “carpe diem” mindset and life is short. But I know a lot of people...
My boyfriend is spoiled. =]
He gets to stay at my house and have his own pull out bed couch and have awesome food. But I love spoiling him. [: cause hes awesome (he wrote that).
@ilovemymedor:
Here’s my dress!
I love being able to fit in girls clothes.
It saves me a buttload of money. Yay for being vertically challenged!
Reunited and it feels so good.
Last night, I ran full speed into his arms. The reunions are always the best.
He’s sleeping right now while I watch some shows. I haven’t had much sleep this week. But I haven’t really felt the effect except that I’m delirious and think everything is funny.
Tomorrow we will celebrate our two years together since we couldn’t do it the 13th. It’s going to be a...
In about an hour and a half, my heart will become...
There’s about to be some of this crazy silliness going on. [:
Yes, that is me. No, I have no idea what I’m doing.
Anatomy of a hug. [:
Math all day, erryday.
I have math finals all day today. And it starts at 8 in the morning. And ends at 6 pm tonight. I’ve had about 4 hours of sleep. So I’m going to be like this all day:
"See you tomorrow," sounds the sweetest when it...
After the hell I get to go through tomorrow, I get to jump into his arms at the end of the day and cuddle with him to bed.
Last two finals, and the stress will be done.
Tomorrow marks the last of this semester.
I should focus on how it is the last of this semester. I should also remember that I want to ace two of my finals.
But I can’t help getting distracted by the thought of seeing my darling tomorrow night after all my exams.
ASJFDK;!! FOCUS.
I miss our weirdness.
I pulled out some bootcamp letters.
Actually they sit at my bedside. I’ve read them so many times, but I’ve refrained so I could just have that light-hearted feeling again of reading the letter for the first time in a while. It reminds me of all we’ve been through. And how I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
I can’t wait to see him in a day and a half. After all this finals stress.
The first thing I plan to do once my finals are...
I got raped by my chemistry final. And I still have two finals left. I want Wednesday to be here already.
Naptime.
Chemistry screws with my dreams.
Dream one: Me and Frank were talking about our daughter that we had. Whaaat the eff?
Dream two: I found 500 bucks at the park and missed chemistry lecture. And I was playing with puppies, prior to finding the money. Labs to be more specific.
Chemistry, be nice to me during tomorrow's final.
I know I'm a grown-up and all..
But I miss my mama. ]: