These are the nights where deployment drives me absolute insane. It’s been a few days since I have heard from him, which is longer than usual. He usually warns me if he is going to be out of touch for a little while, but this time nothing. My worried mind is too imaginative for my own good. My heart jumps every time I see that little notification, hoping I see his name popping up (but it never is). I am seriously going insane with worry, stress, and this overwhelming feeling. Ugh, no news is good news.

These are the nights where deployment drives me absolute insane. It’s been a few days since I have heard from him, which is longer than usual. He usually warns me if he is going to be out of touch for a little while, but this time nothing.

My worried mind is too imaginative for my own good. My heart jumps every time I see that little notification, hoping I see his name popping up (but it never is). I am seriously going insane with worry, stress, and this overwhelming feeling.

Ugh, no news is good news.

Posted on February 16 2012 at 12·42 AM / Permalink
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  1. carrieelaine said: yes, always remind yourself of that.. I get the same way when I don’t hear from my boyfriend but then when you do hear from them it’s the best feeling in the world and then you ask yourself “why did I freak out?” Stay positive!
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